i enjoy the whole thing of “uni brennt” and i’m gonna have a further look and post on it, but i think it’s time to return to more personal things and thoughts of my life.

well, my ego’s speaking and crying and crawling and wants more and more attention. does somebody know what i mean?

today is one of those grey in grey days and it’s not my day. we had a little bit less sleep this night then the last nights. and i’m totally not feeling well. my head aches a little bit. i’m tired like hell, not able to think about all those great things, only about this problem, and that stupid exam and blablabla… really unnerving.

but yesterday evening was sooooo amazing. it was so much fun. we went into a greek restaurant (i love greek food, though the only thing i know is that gyros is small cut meat and tsatsiki is yoghurt with cucumber and garlic and salt. ) yesterday i enjoyed a makadonia plate, which was with hardly everything you can dream of. especially the lamb chops were tasty. everything was perfect, but the waiter, he wasn’t that friendly and it’s just my opinion, but if i would be the waitress and a group of 8 people are visiting my restaurant for the first time, i would be veeeery nice and veeeery friendly because, if they would like me and my food, they will come back some day or visit the restaurant more often.

afterwards we went in a bar, i’ve been some years ago and it was like a living room. there are two rooms. the bigger one for smoker and the smaller for non-smoker. and we had the whole non-smoking area for us. we talked about this and that, even a bit about sex and this was the first time we did it. mr. womanizer ( i call him like this, couse this fits soooo very much) told us his fantasies and surprisingly they were simple fantasies and now i can tell it is the point of becoming a group of adults. and relationships with love, understanding and sex are more important to the most of us than heavy partying.