pearls of light

looking so forward to nov, 24th

lahja — Mon, 14 Nov 2011 18:54:21 +0000

tim vantol from the netherlands is coming to gei timelkam and plays there an acoustic set.

i’m really excited. hope, to see you all there! ^^

safe…

lahja — Fri, 28 Oct 2011 11:33:31 +0000

… in your arms. and i like that.

like zombie-ism

lahja — Wed, 19 Oct 2011 07:33:55 +0000

after watching shawn of the dead yesterday today morning was filled with interesting observations.
in the movie it’s like the people were zombies before. and that’s so true. especially by taking the train or the bus people don’t seemt to be vivid, more like some puppets.

they don’t enjoy the autumn, the last rays of sun, they only focus on “oh my gosh, i have to go to work” or “nope, not again school” and stuff like that.

everyone has problems and sorrows, but there is one rule for living: enjoy the small things in life. so even the biggest worries don’t seem to be so bad and harsh. i guess, we human beings can handle everything with some good plan and at least some optimism, though we shouldn’t close our eyes when it comes to reality.

it’s some weird tightrope walk to stay an optimistic person, but include reality and real problems.

nothing more

lahja — Wed, 14 Sep 2011 10:51:37 +0000

you lost your status. you mean nothing more to me. you are just a person i’d known long ago. don’t write me, don’t call me, don’t send textmessages. i’m done with you and this took me over one year, so better you go your ways.

i don’t want to stay in touch and i definitly don’t want to hear anything bout the tragedies in your newest relationship. i simply don’t care. as i said before, i reached my limits of patience with you and that’s it. you are nothing more to me, than another human being on earth.

sometimes

lahja — Thu, 08 Sep 2011 07:28:03 +0000

we seem to be lost in time and space. things don’t have any meanings and we can’t be touched wether by good things, nor by bad.
i love these short periods, in which everything is so clear and silent. these moments are just mine to relax and calm down.

just some little things to fix, then whole 24 hours off, maybe a little bit more. looking so forward.

get some sleep, due to my precious neighbour i can’t get as much as i need, so i called police and the property management, so they should get things done with this one.

by the way the last weekend was a blaster! just great. amazing crowd, lots of people, great party at the club. just perfect opening weekend.

this weekend we have great guys at the club, again.

one two three cheers and a tiger

and

pauls

this summer

lahja — Wed, 24 Aug 2011 14:47:18 +0000

most people are complaining bout rain and fog and cold weather, but i have to confess, that i like that. since a couple of days we have “real” summer here. not good for my natural pale skin.

most people are annoyed by the heat in the cars, i’m not, i think it’s like sauna. and sauna is great.
so, what am i up to these days?

actually nothing much. today i had some closer look at some script of uni, which is at least a bit interesting. spending some time with the family (they are so uncomplicated and nice, that’s incredible). renovating the club (next thursday great opening, i’m so looking forward), meanwhile you can say i learned so much bout grinding, recycling, scraping wallpapers, how to open a bottle of beer with a lighter, how to get rid of sticky adhesive foil and spray paint, how to use spray paint, etc. (meanwhile i’m feeling a bit of a natural handywoman)

video taken from www.youtube.com

finding some new and very interesting blogs, like this one by terrance zdunich. some way-out points bout ordinary (but nontheless special) things like nature. definitly to recommend.

now, i’m going to be a heroine and peg out washing into allmighty sun.

can you keep a secret?

lahja — Fri, 19 Aug 2011 21:06:35 +0000

i’m sitting here at my parent’s and i always knew this thing, but today evening… i found proof:

my mum’s seems like kind of a witch. it looks like a witch’s kitchen in here. lots of herbals and flowers hanging around. when they’re dry enough they become tea. she also has always some pumpkin around and some lavender.

home is like this for me. some perfumed candles, special oils of the most different plants, dried plants.

on evenings like that there is always some wistfulness that i moved out four years ago.

housesitting 2011 and a spontaneous trip

lahja — Fri, 19 Aug 2011 19:48:53 +0000

so, two weeks have passed and i was the pet- and flatsitter of my parents, which was partly really nice, cause they do have a tv. i nearly never watched tv, cause i had so many things to do and went on a trip myself to slovenia and italy. this trip was a spontaneous decision and it was exactly like the things i love to do.

without a real plan and lots of surprise. well, first of all, we had a destination, where we wanted to go: tolmin, slovenia.
but we had not a real route, which made us taking a very long road through the slovenian alps and mountains, which took a lot of time, but nontheless we enjoyed it.

there were hundreds of twisting roads, some weird animals, like a wild pig, which crossed the road or some kind of fennec. the nature was, well, amazing, there’s no other word for it. lots of forests, rocks the soca, a turquoise river, fog, some small or/and abandoned houses.

i loved it. finally after we arrived at tolmin, we thought it would be really great to have a real bed and not sleeping in the car, so our journey brought us to beautiful, but a bit boring triest, which is a famous harbour-city, which was a part of the austrian-hungarian kingdom in former times.

somehow it felt like being holy mary and josef looking for a place to stay, cause there was nearly no hotel, which had an open reception at 5 am. but finally we found some and there occured some kind of holiday-camp atmosphere since we shared a triple-room together. great fun.

so the next day we went swimming in the warm sea and get back to tolmin in the earlier evening, where we visited the punk rock holiday festival. it was great, though i’m not that punk rock fan,the atmosphere and everything was so great, that i felt so well immediatly.

so next day we went back home and it was one of the most weird, most impressive and most amazing trips ever. holidays with two great friends, i wished i could have taken some pictures. ^^

night of the hunter

lahja — Wed, 10 Aug 2011 22:48:22 +0000

as i told you before i want to write bit more bout music, so as a start i’m telling bout what’s in my playlist right now. nothing classical, semi-classical or metal. more of real good, but very different kinds of rock. ^^

first one of my very favorite songs at the moment. it’s really powerful, strong and motivating. strong lyrics and catchy tune, very different styles mixed together to one whole song. really good stuff…

taken from www.youtube.com, owner of the song is 30 seconds to mars

THE song, which tells my mind. i’m not a bad bitch, i’ve never wanted revenge or anything else and i am definitely not going to tell, why and how these really nasty and bad thoughts started to develop, but i try to get rid of them, with this song i have to face all of those negative emotions, which is good, cause most times i suppress feelings like these. very bad habit. hm, my aggressions result from fucking disappointment.

now it seems like i’ve a bit of a rocky periode, which is quite new, but more than okay.

i also want you to know about RENO DIVORCE‘s record “tears before breakfast”. this one is really like a fucking drug. doing the household, cooking, drinking wine with friends, getting up in the morning with good or bad mood, “tears before breakfast” has to be played. so, i have to get some songs on my holy MC’s for the car, which weren’t changed in the last 3 years. actually nearly four years, the latest songs on it are from “dark passion play”.

but this record owns a very special post, when i’m having a bit more time and shouldn’t go to bed since a couple of hours. you know… renovation and promotion biz is really exhausting.^^

sleep well.

everyone has to go to sweden

lahja — Sat, 30 Jul 2011 02:01:51 +0000

ahh, this county side. i long to see it again. this is such a beautiful country and i miss it so much.

anette olzon, singer of the band nightwish takes now and then pictures of special places and i really want you to see those amazing places. please, check out this site, cause it’s so great.

this beach was so full of silence, i loved it so much.

really, i need to go to sweden again, it’s a very special place and very dear to my heart.

now some private pics:

an elk, taking some rest.

älvsborg fästening. great attraction, as a tourist you have to see it.

göteborgs botaniska trädgården, very beautiful with different kinds of gardens. from english rose gardens to japanese stone and water gardens. just amazing!

view over göteborg. one of the most beautiful cities ever!

really, there are so many things you have to see there!