In this night
I’m crying
I’m praying
I’m screaming
I’m so afraid
To lose heaven
Fall down
And only find hell
You were and are the light
This world offered me
This world gifted me with
You’re the last sip of water
You’re the rain on my skin
The blanket in cold nights
You’re a saint
My angel in this damned world
There’s no song
No verse
No word
No sound
Which could keep up with you
Or even describe
I hope you’ll recover
And stay by my side
No place
Which makes me so comfortable
So loved
So precious
Please laugh with me
Or be angry
Don’t leave me behind
In this cruel world
Full of pain
A world full of hate
And disgust
For a dreamer like me
I’m lost without you
I’m naked without you
Noone would ever dare
To cover me
To heal my wounds
Except of you, Mother
I love you
Yout told me
I’m not allowed to die
I want you
To give me the same promise
This night I cry
And cry
Frighted of the end
And one night
When I’ll stop
You’ll be here
By my side
Or I’ll be at yours
In the dark of this room
I’m not an adult woman anymore
Just a daughter
Who cries
And cares for her mom
Who prays
And hopes
A daughter
Who can’t sleep
Who’s more crestfallen than ever
A dreamer without dreams
Only with a shade of hope
